A n t r a e u s   V o l t a g e
"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience." - Teilhard de Chardin.


The aim of antraeus.com, which was launched on 19 March 2010, is to support my work and readers. It has been created principally to display various channelled articles which relate to themes in certain books (including The Monstaville Memoirs, which is due to be published soon) as well as all writing associated with future books which will not be included in them. This website will therefore serve as a platform for my books and a kind of information bureau for my readers.

Antraeus.com is also intended as an alchemy/ascension/truth movement resource. There is something here for everyone in terms of practical alchemical tools and insights on a variety of important issues during these critical times.

Please check out my Nesara News blog through which I share selected and essential (positive) updates regarding the demise of the Elite, Ascension, UFO Disclosure and the birth of a new world and a new humanity. If you have time you can follow the trail of real news denied to us by the mainstream media, although SaLuSa, from Sirius, has stated that, as the arrests become more widespread and the clearing breaks into large scale action, "It will be of such an impact that by no means can it be kept quiet by those who hold back the real news."

I am also including numerous links to invaluable articles and free PDF books regarding the Nature of the Beast, i.e. the Elite, as well as both related and unrelated videos in the video section. I might add that it is also my intention to help put Britain more firmly on the consciousness and Ascension map.

As a writer, I have been working on various projects relating to philosophy, politics, history, mythology and astrology over the past 17 years. Fortunately, nothing got finished: even though this means I still have no funding to help continue with my work, at least now I have been able to fill in many of the gaps (concerning the Global Elite primarily) through all the information sharing on the web in recent years.

The next task is to finish the Ascension Toolbox and create the Monstaville Treasure Chest (the wiki option is no longer available). As for my writing, it will take time for books to be gradually completed so we're talking longterm here (patience). There is now a section for sharing some articles and essays I have written. Some are quite old but there are several Ascension-related ones which I will upload as I finish them over the coming months. Most of the stuff on my site is from channelled sources, not me, however, so, for now, it could be described as an eclectic collection of significant resources from other people put together with style. And, btw, black is the colour of depth and wisdom, as well as authority. I love the fact that people either feel at home here or, being biased towards fluffy, new-agey pink-and-whiteness, are appalled, making this a judgement-free zone!). There is nothing superficial or tacky about this website. It is classy, artistic and you will find here the essence without having to traipse across the worldwide web for the truth. You need only relax, be patient and focus.

Just remember: Love Is All There Is. We are Divine Beings having a human experience. As such, we are growing and expanding through our conscious expression of the Love of Source. The satanic forces, however advanced they may be mentally, are limited in their growth through fear and the desire for power as an end in itself. Eventually, they will learn that this is a dead end and that, if they wish to find lasting peace and happiness, they will be required to nourish their souls, feel more, open their hearts and allow the Love of their true essence to flow freely. For, the human path that does, indeed, lead to creative power, is a feminine one. It is firstly through the Goddess that we become whole once again and this requires surrendering the mind and will of the lower self, or ego, and literally 'lightening up.' indeed, it is our emotional nature which qualifies us to graduate at this time and become co-creators. Human beings were created to tend to many gardens in the Creator's multidimensional universes, to bring harmony and wisdom and inspire growth and expansion through the power of Divine Love.

These are certainly challenging times. But they are also an initiation to release fear and go with the higher energies of the spirit - love, faith, grace, courage, joy - which are there now waiting for us to feel and express. Don't forget, the outer is but a reflection of the inner so it can surface, come to light and be released thru love and awareness. Hear the warrior call! This is just the way it is for now. Yet, it is also a gateway guarded by savage beasts and if we pass through smoothly without them smelling fear we may just enter a wonderland! And never forget that we are all surrounded by wondrous Beings of Light who are here to help us to ascend and to establish the new Golden Age.

Wishing you joy forever!




"What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly." ~ Richard Bach

“The relentless challenges we are and have been experiencing are no doubt requiring us to fully tap into our mastery...to align with our sovereignty by surrendering to the discomfort of what is, and while refusing the temptation to fall off our path in hopeless despair. Luckily, our fortitude stems from our inner connection to truth, that which always manages somehow to give us the strength to persevere...even when we are up against great resistance and opposition to the creation of our new lives.” – Lauren C. Gorgo (‘The Potent & Practical Energies of March,’ 2 March 2010, www.consciousco-creationalcoaching.blogspot.com).

"Beloveds, we see the Light expanding and gaining strength in many places around the world. We also see your radiance and influence growing, and you are making a positive impact on more lives than ever before. You must remain heart-centered and soul-focused as the chaos and fear grow and spread throughout the planet. We have now joined forces and we are and ever will be invincible, for we are fulfilling a Divine mandate from our Father/Mother God. Eternal love, protection and blessings are yours, now and forever more." - Archangel Michael (channelled through Ronna Herman, ‘Vitamin D - The God Vitamin,’ 15 June 2010, www.ronnastar.com).

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Renegade: A Celebration of Individuality & Character

“Eccentricity is not, as dull people would have us believe, a form of madness. It is often a kind of innocent pride, and the man of genius and the aristocrat are frequently regarded as eccentrics because genius and aristocrat are entirely unafraid of and uninfluenced by the opinions and vagaries of the crowd.” ~ Edith Sitwell (English biographer, critic, novelist & poet, 1887-1964), Taken Care Of, 1965

"Edward Scissorhands is an outcast and freak and a very sweet and unworldly person who is utterly misunderstood by the world." ~ Mike Newell

"The beautiful souls are they that are universal, open and ready for all things." ~ Michel de Montaigne

"To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting." ~ E.E. Cummings

"His very presence will threaten all the establishments of the world. His presence will be a challenge to all that enslaves man and destroys his spirit. His presence will become a great fear in all those who are immensely powerful, but know perfectly well that their power depends on the exploitation of men, on keeping man retarded, on destroying man's intelligence, on not allowing man to have his own individuality, his own original face. Just a few rebellious enlightened people around the world and all the thrones of power will start shaking…" ~ Osho

“Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary.” ~ Cecil Beaton (English Photographer and Fashion designer, 1904-1980)

“And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.” ~ Friedrich Nietzsche 

“If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away.” ~ Henry David Thoreau (Walden, 1854)

Yes, I'm really a penguin!

“The ultimate is not the attainment of Nirvana. All spiritual progress is towards increasing individuality. You do not become less of an individual; you become more of an Individual. You develop latent gifts, you acquire greater knowledge, your character becomes stronger, as more of the divine is exhibited through you. The Great Spirit is infinite. And so there is an Infinite development to be achieved. Perfection is never attained; there is a constant striving towards it. You do not lose yourself. What you succeed in doing is finding yourself.” ~ Silver Birch (channelled through Maurice Barbanell)

“So many are confused on this point and are caught in a push-pull of growth. They sincerely want to be ‘one’ with their Higher Self and with God/Goddess/All That Is, but the threat of lost identity prevents them from reaching that ‘oneness.’ As with any valuable union, you become more, your Higher Self becomes more, and there is a synergy – a whole that is even greater than the sum of the two parts.” ~ Lazaris (channelled through Jach Purcell, The Sacred Journey, 1987, p.169)


“I say what I want to say and do what I want to do. There is no in-between. People will either love you for it or hate you for it.” ~ Eminem

"The hope of a secure and liveable world lies with disciplined nonconformists who are dedicated to justice, peace and brotherhood." ~ Martin Luther King, Jr

“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.” ~ Howard Thurman

“There is something in every one of you that waits and listens for the sound of the genuine in yourself. It is the only true guide you will ever have. And if you cannot hear it, you will all of your life spend your days on the ends of strings that somebody else pulls.” ~ Howard Thurman

"Do what you really want to do. Don't play their game! Don't do what they want. Find your own way." ~ Johnny Depp

"Above all else, to thine own self be true." ~ Shakespeare

The Return of the Goddess

“The power of communication will be how women change the world, the power of communication where feeling is concerned...Men need women to grow in power so that they can grow in power. Their resistance to women is simply their resistance to becoming more powerful. It is the same as awakening. And, agree to open to your feminine power. You can do this in words if you wish or you can just do it by feeling. Agree to open to your feminine power whether you are male or female. It is the missing piece for so many of you and the truth is, it is waiting. For, you will bring into your life a renewed sense of energy and, when you’ve surrendered to femininity, action occurs in a way that you would not expect. All you need do is open to that energy. And men, do not be scared. You will not lose any of your masculinity - quite the opposite. And women, so not be afraid of what it will expose you to. Many of you are afraid of being exposed. Many of you sense the anger and violence in the world which you attribute as a male quality and you do not want to come up against that. The more you give of your feminine energy, the less this anger and violence will be in evidence on your planet.” ~ Zapharia (Channelled through Lee Harris, ‘The Power of Women’)

Photograph by Sofia Sanchez & Mauro Mongiello

“The pain and lies of the last two thousand years are brought closer to their end each time a woman takes her own power. The return of Sophia draws closer each time a man honours the women in his life as well as the feminine within himself. Those of us striving to live this realisation are a part of the Cosmic Mother’s return. We are the moon becoming unveiled in balance to the sun, and we are the restoration of the feminine in balance to the male. May heaven and earth be joined in this, our time.” ~ The Magdalen Manuscript. The Alchemies of Horus & The Sex Magic of Isis by Tom Kenyon and Judi Sion, p.195

Some truths to be revealed to humanity

By Matthew

Channelled through Suzanne Ward

 9 September 2011

Implementing new systems to serve all peoples is underway; however, much of this activity is still under wraps, and this is purposeful. Third density psyches have limited capacity to assimilate dramatic differences in one fell swoop, particularly in conjunction with the many truths that will be revealed:

  • The turmoil in your world today is the struggle of duality, the light vs the darkness in souls. 
  • Many thousands of people from other civilizations, including reptilians, are living on the planet; most are in the light, others are not. 
  • Creator Source is the Supreme Being of the cosmos, God is the Supreme Being of this universe; other gods or goddesses reign over the other universes.  
  • The Beginning of eternal life is the total light-love energy of Creator and the goal of every soul throughout multiple lifetimes is to return to that pure essence.
  • Each person is a god or goddess, inextricably and eternally connected with Creator, God and each other.
  • Religions developed into mind control of the masses, and both heaven and hell are in Earth’s one spirit world.
  • Every soul has homosexual lifetimes as advanced steps toward androgyny, the balance of feminine and masculine energies that souls need to continue evolving spiritually and intellectually.
  • For millennia the Illuminati and their forebears have adversely impacted every aspect of life on Earth.
  • Some of the most powerful individuals on the planet have been cloned by the Illuminati, sometimes against the person’s will; in the case of death or replacing the live person with the clone, the continuity of those influential positions is preserved.
  • Linear time exists only on Earth; the reality is that past, present and future is a series of events happening simultaneously in the continuum. 
  • Earth is a highly evolved soul on a swift ascension course that is nearing fourth density and she will continue on to her destination in fifth.

Can you imagine your reaction if suddenly you were confronted with all those truths and others—like the real perpetrators of “9/11”—along with adjusting to profound changes?  Even with measured release of evidence and initiation of new systems insofar as possible in the months to come, it will be an overwhelming challenge for the many who still are slumbering unaware, and your calming influence will be greatly needed in the months ahead.  Simply by staying steadfast in the light, your innate wisdom and spiritual strength will guide you in all assistance endeavors.


~Waking up~


Peace and love are arising from the grassroots of society

Entry Gate, Chengdu, China

By Saul

Channelled through John Smallman

23 November 2011

Humanity’s decision to awaken from the dream into Reality has been greatly welcomed in the spiritual realms where we watch over you constantly with loving compassion. The dream has caused you much pain which your awakening will bring to an end. It has taken eons for you to reach this evolutionary turning point at which you eschew violence and conflict in order to work cooperatively and harmoniously to provide abundance and security for all. The awareness of the need for this essential change in attitudes is of itself a most remarkable sign of evolutionary development from which you will not retreat, as the benefits of this more enlightened way of thinking and acting bring stunning improvements to the quality of life for all of you.

Peaceful cooperation for the benefit of all, instead of defensive cooperation to protect one group from the expected attacks of another group, will free up the enormous resources of all kinds, available to you from the limited, short-sighted, and damaging ways that you have been using them up until now. Consequently, very rapid and vast improvements to the living standards of those who presently exist in a state of poverty or privation will be brought about as you find yourselves with the time, the capability, and the enthusiastic motivation to bring to an end the inhuman conditions in which so many have been trapped for so long.

The changing attitudes, perceptions, and behaviours that are starting to occur worldwide, enabling the development of amicable relations among all of humanity, are the first link in a great chain of love that will draw all together and bring to an end the divisive and painful conflicts that have seemingly engulfed humanity throughout its dark and destructive history. Despite the confrontations in which so many remain engaged across the planet, the tide has truly turned as more and more of you put your energy into peaceful discussions and negotiations to resolve issues and areas of disagreement in a fair and just manner, to ensure that there are no losers either in personal relationships or in relationships between nations, cultures, or religious groups. The end to all conflict is far closer than you might believe, especially if your usual source of information is the mainstream media.

Peace and love are arising from the grassroots of society all over the planet because they have had enough of the suffering that conflicts cause and of which they have had to bear the brunt. One of the main influences bringing this about is the voice of women who are at last being listened to, heard, and honoured. Without the growth of rights for women, followed by the rights for various minority groups, which have only been intelligently addressed within the last one hundred and fifty years or so, and which have only really been put into effect during the last two or three decades, the spiritual evolution of humanity would have effectively stalled. The awakening process, in which humanity is presently engaged, owes much to the fortitude, persistence, and courage of women all over the world, and to the men who have encouraged and supported them. This is bringing into general awareness the knowledge that all humans contain both male and female aspects, and that to crush one in order to promote the other is terribly damaging for society as it destroys the balance that is essential for the maintenance of a fair, just, and compassionate arena in which all can engage in fruitful discussions, and in which all are equally honoured.

As love, compassion, reason, and honesty in all human interactions continue to move more firmly into the mainstream, softening discussions and negotiations in every area of your lives, the benefits will amaze you. Remember that you are constantly lovingly supported by those in the spiritual realms, and that the power of the divine energy field enveloping the planet is infinite, and that its influence is all pervasive. In fact, the Love now sweeping across the planet in vast waves of compassion, acceptance, and forgiveness makes your awakening into Reality assured and inevitable. You are all dearly loved, and you are frequently beginning to sense this in the most unexpected places – no, it is not a figment of your imaginations! What you are beginning to sense is very real.

With so very much love, Saul.

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    Egyptian Quote of the Year

    "I arise on wings of aspiration to Thee, O Isis. Come, descend from above, arise from below, expand from within—and fill me, Goddess. From the rising bud of the lotus, to the mighty branch of the sycamore, to the Moon and Sun which are Thine eyes, to the Stars which entwine Thy hair, all the Universe is Thine, Isis—as am I. O Isis, Goddess, Mother, Sister, Queen—the Ways are open unto Thee—I am open unto Thee"

    ~ Ancient Hermetic Prayer

    St Germain

    "Turn your eyes away from fear. Discontinue the conversations of fear if you choose to embrace the fullness of your heart"

    through Ashamarae, 2009

    "If you focus on the sweeter things of life, that's exactly what you're going to get out of life" - St Germain

    through Ashamarae, 2009, AFW

    “A light heart is a magnet for all that you love”

    through Ashamarae, July 2009

    "Alchemy is the science of the mystic and it is the forte of the self-realised man who, having sought, has found himself to be one with God and is willing to play his part." - Beloved Saint Germain




    "The Eternal Feminine
    Draws us heavenward."
    ~ Goethe




    "In the quiet moments of our lives lie courage. In the everyday steps we take is courage. In love is courage. In being different dwells courage. In the cry against injustice lives courage. In the stepping up to responsibility lies courage. In reaching out to others is courage. If I've learned anything about courage and intuition it is that they demand that we live in the moment without preconceptions of how life should be." ~ Judith Orloff


    “God is not far away from us, but we are far away from God, and the only reason is our insensitivity.” – Osho

    “My whole teaching consists of two words, meditation and love. Meditate so that you canfeel immense silence, and love so that your life can become a song, a dance, a celebration. You will have to move between the two, and if you can move easily, if you can move without any effort, you have learned the greatest thing in life.” – Osho (Come, Come, Yet Again Come).

    “A real Master is not a teacher: a real Master is an awakener. His function is totally different from a teacher; his function is far more difficult. And only very few people can stay with a Master because to wake up after millions of lives is not an ordinary feat; it is a miracle. And to allow somebody to wake you up needs great trust, great surrender.” - Osho

    "The moment you start seeing life as non-serious, a playfulness, all the burden on your heart disappears. All the fear of death, of life, of love - everything disappears." - Osho

    “Whatsoever you are, there is nothing wrong with it. Love and relationship has not to be destroyed; only meditation has to be added to it.” - Osho

    "The head is a marketplace, the heart is the shrine of being. All that is beautiful and true arises out of the heart, never out of the head." - Osho

    “I do not ordinarily make prophecies, but about this I am absolutely prophetic: the coming hundred years are going to be more and more irrational, and more and more mystical. The second thing: After a hundred years people will be perfectly able to understand why I was misunderstood — because I am the beginning of the mystical, the irrational. I am a discontinuity with the past. The past cannot understand me; only the future will understand. The past can only condemn me. It cannot understand me, it cannot answer me, it cannot argue with me; it can only condemn me. Only the future…as man becomes more and more available to the mysterious, to the meaningless yet significant…After a hundred years they will understand. Because the more man becomes aware of the mysterious side of life, the less he is political; the less he is a Hindu, a Mohammedan, a Christian; the less is the possibility for his being a fanatic. A man in tune with the mysterious is humble, loving, caring, accepting the uniqueness of everybody. He is rejoicing in the freedom of each individual, because only with freedom can this garden of humanity be a rich place.” – Osho (The Osho Upanishad).


    "When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be." ~ Laozi

    "All the fish needs is to get lost in water. All man needs is to get lost in Tao." ~ Chuang-Tzu

     "There are many paths to enlightenment.
    Be sure to take the one with a heart."
    ~ Laozi

    “Giving to others selflessly and anonymously, radiating light throughout the world and illuminating your own darkness, your virtue becomes a sanctuary for yourself and all beings.” ~ Laozi.

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     is the best cocktail
    (St Germain)

    “Water is the only drink for a wise man.” ~ Henry David Thoreau

    How to Charge your Water:

    Each one try this, and if you do not feel results at first, just go on, for you certainly will as you use it more and more: 

    "'I AM' the Presence charging this water with the Life-giving Essence which I absorb and which renews my body in Perfect Health and Eternal Youth." 

    I also used this to charge the water that makes up my body - I placed my hands on my body stating:

    "'I AM' the Presence charging the water in this body with the Life-giving Essence which I absorb and which renews my body in Perfect Health and Eternal Youth." 

    Another way from Quan Yin to charge water:

    "With these hands and with this Heart and through the pure intention of God, this water (food) is blessed, removing and transmuting all impurities forever. God Bless this water (food). Thank you, thank you, thank you."

    7th-dimensional tool from St Germain for energising the water in our bodies and the earth

    (Our water is under attack!)


    "In a world filled with hate - we must still dare to hope!
    In a world filled with anger - we must still dare to comfort!
    In a world filled with despair - we must still dare to dream!
    And in a world filled with distrust - we must still dare to believe."
    - Michael Jackson

    Love is what matters. Indigo must shift to Crystal, to full consciousness. By demonstrating unconditional love in all his dealings with people and under all pressure Michael passed on to the summit of the astral realms. John Lennon - referring to himself as an ascended master - introduced him as 'Moonwalker' in the channelling circle I was in for a brief time. So he is a powerful guide and through continued loving service to humanity will soon ascend to the 5th dimension himself.

    "What we need to learn from children isn't childish. Being with them connects us to the deeper wisdom of life which is ever-present and only asks to be lived. They know the way to solutions that lie waiting to be recognised within our own heart. Today, I would like to thank all the children of the world including the sick and deprived. I am so sensitive to your pain." - Michael Jackson (at the 35th Annual Grammy Awards, 24 February 1993, Los Angeles, California).

    "The whole world abounds in magic. When a whale plunges out of the sea like a newborn mountain, you gasp in unexpected delight. What magic! But a toddler who sees his first tadpole flashing in a mud puddle feels the same thrill. Wonder fills the heart, because he has glimpsed for an instant the playfulness of life." - Michael Jackson (From 'Magic,' Dancing The Dream, 1992)

    “We have to heal our wounded world. The chaos, despair and senseless destruction we see today are the result of the alienation that people feel from each other and their environment. Often this alienation has its roots in an emotionally deprived childhood. Children have had their childhood stolen from them. A child’s mind needs the nourishment of mystery, magic, wonder and excitement. I want my work to help people rediscover the child that’s hiding in them.” – Michael Jackson (Dancing the Dream, 1992, p.80).

    "And my goal in life is to give to the world what I was lucky to receive: the ecstasy of divine union through my music and my dance." - Michael Jackson

    Breathe deeply!

    Breathing fully means that we are allowing our connection to the Source. Shallow breathing is a sign of denial of, and resistance to, our Divinity

    "Fill yourselves with love, with joy. Breathe in the prana. Breathe deeply. The prana is once again available to you, in such magnitudes as you have not known since Atlantis. It is the Elixir of Light, it is the Love of all Creation, it is the Adamantine Particles, it is the foundation of all life, all Creation. You have The All available to you, by simply breathing deeply throughout your day. A gift from the Creator. Take advantage of this blessed gift and breathe deeply, Dear Ones. You will lift yourselves up once again to the heights which you are soon to experience, a civilisation far surpassing Atlantis, as this time, there will be no darkness. There will be no misuse of power. You have come through the darkness and are emerging into the light and the light will allow no darkness. That Dear Ones is the beauty of the Now Moment which you are entering. You have succeeded and you will live and breathe the Love and the light and the joy and the peace and harmony, and you will experience the abundance which is your Divine birthright." - Archangel Michael (channelled through Michelle Coutant, ‘Claim Your Personal Power & Be the Love of Your Sacred Heart,’ 29 June 2010)


    Invoking the Mother Goddess

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